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[Dec. 10th, 2009|10:12 am] |
i can no longer sleep like how i do in the past. in fact, the only time i sleep is when i am awake for 2 days straight. and when i reach home, thats when i sleep in my favourite position and yea, hello dreamland.
im always out because i cannot adapt to changes. have to keep myself occupied 24/7. so far so good i guess but i know this is not the solution for it. the only time i am home is when i gotta bath and change.
and indians really jinx me.
currently, im very very very tired because i havent sleep since the day before and last night, i was studying! ah, yes i said studying.
work sucks. darling jo isnt here for two days and i really miss her a lot. are you reading this? i dnoe who to rant to, i dnoe who to talk to when i am bored, i dnoe who will go with me for the frequent smoke break. i still feel most comfortable when im with her. 15 years man, wooohooo! the only one im still in close contact since pri school.
school? no school for now. exams coming, f2 is on Saturday. wha so smart, exam on a saturday! 9am somemore. tsk!
baby S.E and love P.K, thank you for everything. i owe the both of you the most. people i never expect to be there, they are the one who see me through all these. thank you for staying out with me and etc.
and my two Bs, Fel and B as well.
yes, you see me smiling and laughing and talking rubbish but do you know what's behind each and every smile and laughter?
NAH. YOU. DONT. KNOW.
can i run off from work now? no i fucking cant.
okay, i shall ask Jasmine if she wanna go smoke with me and and to my dearest jo, smoke when you read this ah! dont anti social hor. |
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[Nov. 28th, 2009|09:19 am] |
while typing this, im coughing as though there's no tomorrow, coughing constantly for every three seconds. how should i start, what should i say i dont know but i will make it a quick one.
ever since my last post, there's a lot of changes in my life. braces to retainer, attached to single, continuously going through ups and downs to much happier and carefree life and etc.
been partying a lot lately. as for this week, three consecutive days and later, four nights straight! biological clock screwed and i can also go on without any sleep for 3 days straight. tsk. am i good or what.
anyway, braces to retainer.. its not as troublesome as i think it would be and in fact, im enjoying it! wisdom tooth is out, yet to go for the operation. smoking habit is back, and i screwed my f3 paper. totally believe in karma so never laugh at anyone yea.
okay my eyes quite tired already. keep closing. i will come back for more. |
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